My point of view...

It’s been more than a month I have been in Australia. I really enjoy studying and staying in Australia. I can learn so many things in Australia. But there is one thing that I’m a bit disappointed that I can’t manage to make any local Australian friends. I admit that I’m not outstanding or outspoken people but I would love to make friends with them. Sometimes I feel like they are not welcoming an international student. So far I manage to make friends with other international students from Asian and European country.


The problem is maybe the language barrier and English is my second language. Every time I speak to local people they sort of doesn’t understand what I was talking about. I feel a bit offended because of my accent they can’t understand me. I’m use to American accent but my English pronunciation is a mixed of American and UK English.

I will be staying here for 1.5 year and looking forward to make friends with local people before I’m back for good to Malaysia.

Please click the link to read:
http://au.news.yahoo.com/polls/popup/-/poll_id/60244

Raya?

Seriously I don't feel like celebrating "Hari Raya"! The only thing that make my "raya" has gone for 8 years.   

Third Culture Kids

I read this very interesting article about TCK and it's make sense because somehow I feel the exactly the same. When I was a kid, my dad transfered to Klang but we stay back at our hometown. I only went to him on school holiday. When I went there those kids from the gov quarters didn't want to play with me. I felt very sad and isolated. Then I came home to play with my bro or just watched cartoons. Cruel kids!~   

Please click the link below to read:
http://thestar.com.my/lifestyle/story.asp?file=/2010/4/18/lifefocus/6044957&sec=lifefocus

Daul Kim Blog is Back!

I just finished reading and preview her blog http://iliketoforkmyself.blogspot.com/ because who knows it might be block again! I knew it can be read again through youtube comment. Thanks to the person because I thought that it can never be read again. It's interesting to know her thought and talent eventhough I only knew her existance shortly after her death. She gave such an impact to myself because I do get stress of my life eventhough I'm not top model. RIP Daul Kim (T-T)

Loneliness...

Daul Kim Impact!

I watched Jim River- I Go Deep video at youtube. Through her last blog I know Jim Rivers music. I never knew about the Jim Rivers or his music. Wow...so many people listening or watching the video because of her. Most of the comments about her and some people are ignorant because they arguing about her suicidal death. It's already happened and please respects her family and friends. Personally I like her quirky personality and it's ashamed that I never knew her before. She was the only Asian model that really caught my attention. I knew about her after her death! R.I.P Daul Kim and you always be one of my favourite models.

5 Things To Consider Before Saying "I Love You"

 I love this article from shine. Personally I don't like to say I Love You because for me that 3 precious word. I'm still looking for the right person and if I did fall in love with someone definitely I'll say the most precious 3 word. I think if I love somebody I'll just show to them through actions that I do love them.

http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/sex/5-things-to-consider-before-saying-quot-i-love-you-quot-549324/

Plus Size Models

Personally I don't like to see plus size models in fashion magazines but I do like to see them in suitable magazines. I loves skinny models but I don't like skeleton models ;p

http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/beauty/do-we-want-to-see-more-plus-sized-models-in-magazines-553135/

Good article...Solution for Gloomy Feeling

Solution for gloomy feeling:
http://www.hmetro.com.my/Current_News/myMetro/Friday/Hati/20091023102208/Article/index_html

People Oh People...

I think last week I checked my mySpace account and found out the Petra Nemcova already deleted her account. Actually I'm not that active on mySpace because I just don't like it so much. I just active on Facebook because I can play with quizzes and others. I already add someone name Petra Nemcova but I know the people are fake but never mind because I just wanna see Petra pics not them. I wish that the real Petra Nemcova have the FB account so that people stop pretending be her!~ Her fans just add the fake because they just like me love to see her beautiful pics.

P/S: If the real Supermodel Petra Nemcova read this I suggesting you make a Facebook account because they're many fake people pretending be you! Plus many of celebrities using FB now not only mySpace ;p

Kitty Cat

Please watch this video if you feel any pressure or stress: 
http://video.yahoo.com/network/100000086?v=6426192&l=100000085

p/s: Enjoy...

Being Dracula...

 


As usual I stay up because I haven't finish my assigns. I try not to think the due date because it's will make me stress more. Talking about Stress + Lonely + Depress = SUICIDE. I was shocked to learn that a young model from Korea named Daul Kim aged 20 years old committed suicide. RIP Daul Kim!~
Wow! I was shocked to know that many famous and rich people committed suicide. I wonder why? But I know each person have their own problems and I have no comment about that.

Bagaimana anda boleh membantu? (How can U help?)

Luangkan masa untuk mendengar masalah mereka walaupun anda mungkin tidak dapat menyelesaikannya. Biasanya mereka hanya mahu meluahkan perasaan untuk mengurangkan tekanan. (Spend time to listen their problems even though you can't settle their problems. By doing so it can reduced their stress.) Jangan cuba cadangkan jalan penyelesaian mudah atau cuba menghukum mereka. Individu dalam keadaan tertekan atau ada keinginan untuk bunuh diri tidak perlukan pendapat atau cadangan, mereka hanya mahu perhatian anda (mendengar masalah mereka). (Don't try to suggest the simple explanation or judge them. The people who are stress or want to commit suicide doesn't need any opinion or suggestion, all they need is your attention (willing to hear them).)  Galakkan atau bawa mereka berjumpa doktor atau orang yang boleh mengendalikan masalah seperti ini. (Encourage or bring them to the doctor or people who can handle the problems like this.) Sentiasa perhatikan keadaan mereka dan segera dapatkan bantuan jika individu berkenaan mula berkelakuan aneh. (Always look out their conditions and hurry to get help if the individual started to behave strangely.)

 To read all please click the link -->
http://www.hmetro.com.my/Current_News/myMetro/Sunday/Sihat/20091011135541/Article/index_html

p/s: Right now I'm thinking a new script for my TVC.

Fashion Magazine

I love models, fashions and photography. I love to buy fashion magazine because I can learn the photography technique and beautiful pose by the models. The latest magazine that I bought was Harper's Bazaar UK cover by Masha  Novoselova. I love the cover so much and luckily got the minimal text in the cover. Those pics are from the magazine. I love fashion magazines but the price a bit expensive and sometimes I wait until its become back issues. Hehe..I'm so lucky because sometimes I found very rare cover magazine. Mostly I'll surf at ebay first then try to find here in Malaysia. If I still can't find it, I'll order them!

Loner Psychology

Bored and lonely so I did do a little research about a loner. Those are some link that I found the facts are interesting. I always interested with psychology and hope someday I could learn it officially. I like Criminal Minds is a good drama about psychology.

http://www.newsguide.us/education/psychology/Relationship-Psychology/
http://thistimethisspace.com/2007/08/08/all-loners-arent-social-misfits/

Shopping!

Yesterday I went to Ikano to buy my pets foods and vits. I was lucky because I found back issue magazine Harper's Bazaar UK covered by Emily Blunt and Adam & Eve covered by Petra Nemcova ;p

Cat Strays, return home after 3 years missing!

The missing cat from Australia. So good if my Chubby could come back to us like that.
http://gmy.news.yahoo.com/vid/15590006/

GO KELLY CLACRKSON!~

I totally like what Kelly said about Kanye West!~ Everybody must read what she said!~
http://entertainment.malaysia.msn.com/Celebrity/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3584291

RIP PATRICK SWAYZE!

I was shocked when my bro sent me a sms saying that his passed away!
 I love Patrick Swayze since he starred in "To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar".
But I also like him in "Ghost", a romantic movie and very touching.
I never get bored watching it and still watching it.
The last drama I saw him acted was "The Beast", he looked so ill but I know his struggling with cancer.
 I'm gonna missed him and always remember his excellent performance as Miss Vida Boheme.

WOMEN CAN'T WEAR TROUSERS IN SUDAN!

I was lucky because even though my country is a Islamic country and didn't punish women for wearing trousers. I love wearing trousers and Jeans. Please read the link below.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20090907/lf_nm_life/us_sudan_trousers

Men Obsessed With Fat Women?

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Why_don%27t_men_like_overweight_girls
I just watched this Just Shoot Me series and one of the series showed that Maya Bf is obsessed feeding his Gf to be fat because he attracted to fat women. Pesonally I think not many people like fat women especially men. I'm also has a weight problem and currently on dieting to get my previous shape. I used to be slim but after further my study in diploma my weight gained so much and didn't realized it. Now I'm still studying in degree and still have the same problem. Actually I'm not into eating stuff like snacks or junk foods but I still have this weight problem. I have this problem which is I love fast foods, no wonder it's hard to be slim back. I'm not Fat just chubby and I hate being chubby because my friends will noticed if I gain weight. Everytime I went back from holiday they will notice my weight gain a bit! I wish that I could be slim or maybe be skinny. Huahua... skinny I don't think I can't achieve it because my body type a bit masculine and wide shoulder.